PURSUIT OF EXCELLENCE (desire to excel in swimming,
or another activity)
"I swim with the idea of freedom. Swimming is liberating
for me! When I started swimming, I was like any traditional woman.
My life was just all bound up
with kids, with errands, with
my ex-husband
I was just tired of being needed all the time.
Swimming has always been my time for me
and I try not to
feel any constraints. When I swim, I just let everything out.
I make more noise under the water than I ever did above it
Sometimes I wonder if anyone can hear me
I have even cried
under the water before. It makes me feel much better..."
(Female; age 40; divorced).
"I swim because
I want to be more authentic
I used to look bigger (outside)
yet inside
I felt
like I had shrunk away
now, while I am here (at the pool)
I stand how I really stand
like this
just like those
girls in the swim magazines
" (Stood with hands on hips
and feet splayed apart and stared straight ahead). (Female)
"The pool is the only time I exhibit any athleticism.
It's cool to be able to out swim my husband." (Married; age
32).
"I like to swim over men in open water. I even push
them down in the water when I need to
it's like, there,
how do you like it on bottom?" (Single; female; age 42).
"Actually, I am a triathlete. I swim mostly enhance
my performance capability in my 'real sport,' which is running
I have always thought swimming was easy
I don't think that
anymore
" (Male, competitive triathlete.)
"I like moving faster and sooner than anyone else
I like to compete
When I do that, I am out for blood, but
I try not to say that
" (Laughing; female; age approx.
32).